Hi Friends,
It's Monday morning and I'm having one of those stereotypical Monday mornings where you just want to stay in bed and wake up when it's Tuesday. I have this history of trouble with being down on myself about stuff. I never feel good enough about my abilities and every little criticism can be devistating for me. This comes from a background that has set me up for feeling inadequate. So when I got a critical email today over something I thought would be received with appreciation, I went into a spiral of yuck.
I'm trying to work my way out of it. But am feeling so LOST! I keep finding myself wanting to quit one role after another in my life. I closed my craft business. I resigned from 2 volunteer roles. Now I'm ready to leave another out of my own determination to protect myself from a hurtful relationship. I don't want to be a quiter, but I think this is all part of the prodding I feel like God is giving me to cut back on my running around DOING to many THINGS and not having enough time for the important things in life.
I don't know if this makes sense. It's Monday morning and I want to go back to bed.
